a song by delta goodrem.. thanks, lim min, for sending to me~ hahaha..
my sandfly bites are killing me. a year ago today i didn't have any sandfly bites to worry about.
a year ago today.. im not sure if it was cny too but if it was i know i was feeling damn xianz as well.
a year ago today.. i didn't know that i had such a handsome cousin, although i knew he was called arthur. a year ago today i didn't know that he was 6 years older than me. any one interested?
a year ago today i wasn't even thinking of obs. a year ago today i didnt have anything to miss.. oh wait, maybe china. yes. a year ago today i missed china a little bit. not unlike today, when i miss obs so much so much so much, and new zealand as well *thinks of the bishounen i saw there*
a year ago... i never thought i'd be saying this: that i think the chinese new year bai nian tradition is probably gonna die out with out generation. it's like getting so damn xianz lorz. money money... so what? when it's our turn to give the money i don't think anyone will want to get out of the house lorz. seriously. oh yes everyone who tagged hi and happy cny as well ^_^ hope you get lotsa lotsa money.. hahah.. use it well... don't keep it all in the bank kiez keep enough outside for you to enjoy.. the money in the bank will be wasted if you die the next day without enjoying what you could've if you had spent it. get what i mean? if you don't ask me i'll explain to you.
a year ago today... i never thought i'd be composing songs and stuff.. you know the poem down there? the one that starts with "when i'm quiet.." yeahh.. after i came offline... it amazingly became a song.. ^_^ i don't think you people will realli want to hear it.. hahah.. im not a gd composer. im just doing it for fun.. hahaha.. yeahh.. so if you wanna lose your appetite or sth THEn you come to me and ask me to play for you.. hahaha.. remember to bring the guitar along with you.. and someone help me remind moses to bring down the electric guitar that he's loaning me can.. yeahh.. im sick of asking him and i think he's sick of me asking him as well.. ahahhaa
a year ago today.. i didn't think i'd be so bored until the di bu that i'd be reading books in olden chinese.. the lines are from the right to the left going down.. hahaha.. and it's fan ti yeah... i'm that bored.. the story is about some guy.. i think he's gay or sth.. he gave these prayer beads to the guy and when the guy found out it was from him he threw it in his face.. damn sadd lorz.. like.. gay yeahh but.. they still have feelings lorz.. actually im not realli sure about where the whole story is going.. i just started today.. those who wanna borrow can lahz.. if you're a manga fan (coz then you'll have to be quite fluent in fan ti zi or else you won't understand anything that's happening... btw i learnt the fan ti by myself kiez) and.. ermz.. if you're realli realli bored and feel like adding to your depression.. the front is already so depressing it says in chinese (im translating for you people)
i'm nineteen
i need you to help me in something...
witness that i was once alive
listen to me
witness that i am a person
trying to use love to find love
in this world where every soul is cold........
depressing right? i told you
the cover looks suicidal
but i think this is gonna be my favourite book. or.. would be if the guy wasn't gay.. im still not very sure about that. yaoi fans...could you help me out here...? *helpless voice*
yeahh.. ermz wad was i saying?
a year ago today.. haiz... a year ago today.. many things hadn't happened and many things had... personal things... heart breaking and mending and breaking again.. you wonder why things have to be this way.. like one of cher's songs, saying something like "don't you sometimes wish your heart was made of stone?" yeahh
okok i think i better stop here.. happy people will be depressed with me and we wouldn't want that would we? let's add a warning in the title...
amin uuma malia. lle mela amin? detholalle. umma ma' ten' rashwe, ta tuluva a' lle..
tenna' ento lye omenta

K[rAy]Le was fooled at 07:23 p.m..

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
coz your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds don't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just so much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating mind
now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voie it chased away
all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just so much taht time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

when you cried i'd wipe away all of yoru tears
when you scream i'd fiht away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

evanescence.. amy lee rox.. haiz... everyone's feeling depressed without obs... yeahh.. including me... haiz... i'm feeling selfish. like i don't want anyone else to go, and keep it all to myself... you noe that feeling? ah well. i've always been a selfish person, since young. i'm trying hard... it's getting better.. but i still feel this way sometimes. it might not show... but that's what i'm feeling like sometimes... nothing you need to worry about... coz i wont do what this feeling tells me to do... actually it doesn't tell me to do anything i just feel it.. yeahh.. ah well..

when i'm quiet
doesn't mean i'm depressed
why do you look at me like that?
just so many things around
hush a moment
and stop
the rose at your feet
a step away from being crushed
in the silence
i notice things around
that you don't
so when i'm silent
don't waste words
look around for what i've found
in that precious moment

K[rAy]Le was fooled at 09:59 a.m..

that's what charlene calls it. i miss them all damn alot too.
i shall save myself the trouble of typing and just link cheryl khoong's blog entry... it's basically what i wanna say, and what's more, good for you pple, it's the same template!! hahaha.. how good can this get. ahhh...*wipes eyes* i could die. if i die i'll haunt ubin.. ahahaha... if i have a choice.
ok i got copywright permission from ms cheryl khoong... so... click here
to read about obs experience... hahaha.. remember not to tag the wrong place hor! aiyah you tag there also can i'm sure cheryl is a very friendly person... right cheryl? hahaha... okok... that's about it lahz.. hehh... everyone's missing obs.... thinking of the moffats song MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY... and lighthouse family's HIGH... and DEDICATION... ahhh... okok... i don't know whether i realli still want this blog... yeahh.. there are more stuff that happened but have to be censored.. heh.. personal lahz... yupz... so.. liddat lahz.. see ya pple arnd

K[rAy]Le was fooled at 07:10 p.m..

super super pissed. dont touch me! i hate you. i miss new zealand... i want my bishounen... *sobz* crying myself to sleep tonight--

K[rAy]Le was fooled at 08:35 p.m..

this time it's not me... it's my couzins... little cousinz.. yesterday me and hui juan were amused at how the four little couz, two boys two girls, were running arnd all over the house... hahahah.. lucky for us the two girls left earlier, and we were left to entertain the two boys... hahahah.. in the end managed to get them to sleep... it WAS 12 plus liaoz... and the older one was only 5 years old.. hahahah... they're so cute when they're sleeping~~ ^^
oh ermz... recommend everyone to watch alien9!!!! it's very very very cute... they draw the person face from the side like no nose liddat but other than that the drawings are realli nice, and the story... it's a leetle freakish but other than taht it's very nice ^^
today.. just watched the recording of yami no matsuei... it's only like three ep.. and there was no sound!!! at all!!! i thought it would be just for awhile but then it lasted throughout the whole show... :'( oh ermz.. this one the drawing is gd but it's yaoi so... ermz... anti-gay people stay away.. hahahah.. im actually anti-gay too but... ermz... i guess anime gays i can bear with. real life ones..... eeerrr...
yeahh... haizz.. someone recommend some downloading software lehz.... im seriously in need of music and stuff...
yeahh.. that's about it for today.. later going to dinner with melissa they all.. haiz... it's not that they want to leave me out i suppose.. but they still succeed in giving me the feeling niwaez. nvm... you're still my gd friends.
school is starting!!!! only one more day in between... two, including today.. haiz... i can't stand school... haiz... oh ok my new class... 308.. not that it realli matters... ruth says there're alot of fun pple inside... hrmz... melc is there... ah well... she'll probably be hanging arnd with her track friend andrea.. .hrmz... have yet to see who's inside. ah well. yeahhh.. ermz... everyone... wishing you goodluck for the new year... and all the new year resolve thing, don't say it unless you're sure you can do it. and you can always make the resolve later in the year when you're sure you can fulfil it. it's not good to leave things undone you noe ;) hahahah.. .ah well ultimately it's up to you... yeahhh... all the best... ^_^ hate school, dread homework and burn exam papers... hahahaha one day i'm gonna hire someone to burn up all the schools in singapore. so when you see me going to snap i suggest you migrate. fast.

K[rAy]Le was fooled at 04:26 p.m..

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