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Monday, November 10, 2003

01:09 p.m.

uptown gurlz
hahah.. me+amanda+shu en+melissa+charissa+alethea+li en went to watch yesterday.. hahah.. at first we were the only ones in the whole place... haahh.. i was the first one to draw their attention to the couple in the lovers' corner.. they were making out.. hahah.. damn farnie... haha... amanda alerted the rest of the row.. and we all started laughing at the couple, who was oblivious that their doings had been seen by anyone else... hrmz.. personally i think it's a waste of money to buy tickets and then just sit there and not watch or do anything but make out.. like... "get a room" *disgusted*
ah well
hrmz.. church was alrite... talking about personalities things.. hahah.. dawn you should've come... how could you forget!! moses and titus were there... which they wern't last week... haiz.. you missed a good chance to meet them. heh..
niwaez dinner was best.. my aunt treated us to this japanese buffet.. hahah.. and the talk was quite fun as well.. hahah... niwaez i'll be able to take an educational trip to japan with them if mom allows. if my results improve. if im free. which makes that almost impossible.
bleh. oh well..
wad else... ermz... nothing much... just like... here and there and everywhere... nothing much else...
went online late last nite.. and dad realli pissed me off... like kicking my chair... heesh.. felt like bashing his face.. that person has never heard of the term PRIVACY.. he was like asking every single person i was talking to... heesh... then later when i was already sleepy and crankified he came and wanted to make things rite... heesh... not a good time.. he kinda spoilt my whole day.. that was going so well.. even tho he insisted on confiscating mine and martin's fone for dinner... "coz we didn't noe how to behave," his crappy reason. we do too noe how to behave. i think he's the one that doesn't noe how to treat pple nice.
oh well.. enuff ranting.. have to go liaoz.. have to tag ma godsis's tagboard.. heh... see yaz pple

Thursday, November 6, 2003

08:41 p.m.

...hana o sakaso yo...
haha... today quite alot of pple came... met them in the food court of west mall.. lucky it's so near ^^ hrmz.. more pple than the last two pathetic attempts.. heh.. but then kaiqi didn't even hear about the outing.. haha.. it mite have been funnier with her. dunno how come no one contacted her... ok... around the table starting from me and going clockwise to my left.. dawn, who came later, jialin, hui ru, kc, jian yang, chin kuan, shemuel, wen sheu, kristy(jasmine's friend.. did i spell it rite?), and jasmine. heh. yupz.
ermz.. then after they ate, went to chevrons to bowl.. haha... not gd today.. only did one game... then jasmine took over me for the last game.. haha... dunno how she did.. ahahha.. she's kept long hair.. longer than me.. coz i cut it lahz! and when i first arrived at the food court jialin stared at me like she didn't noe me... :'( sobz...
hrmz... after the first game me and dawn left earli... went back to my house to jam.. heh... was alrite lahz... but ended up lazing around in stead... and was called out alot coz my aunt shirley came.. and was asking about softwares... and another time started talkign about written japanese and lost culture thru naming your japanese child with western names.. hahah.. i understood. i listened. i did.
hrmz... wad else.. hahah. oh yeah.. dawn was so funny... at first she said, 3 she must leave. then... pulled on to 4. then while eating lunch she said she'd changed her mind.. 4.30. in the end we sat around talking till... ermz... not sure. but i noe when she went into the mrt station was like.. 6.22?? hahah... hope you din get into too much trub dawn.
ermz... actually nothing much else realli... just that before dawn left she got kinda crazy... hello nobody dresses their guitars up... -__-||| oh well she said she missed her medication time. *shrug*
bleh... hahah... shu arh... you all so sweet *huggles* hahah... i'll feel bad letting you all treat me.. hahah... not so kc... hahah..
hrmz.. amanda called today.. dunno how she got my house fone.. and i was like.. amanda wad sorry? and she was like.. from lionel's church.. hahah.. and then we chatted awhile... forgot abt my dinner that was lying there all cold... hahah... it's ok.. it was quite a fun chat.. ^^
haiz.... dunno wad else to say.. blehbber.. tmr got tuition.. haven't done the work yet.. haiz.. tchr's gonna come with the earrings.. hahah.. can't wait to see them.. haah.. if i dun like it she'll have them since she kinda likes them, and i can go and buy my own ^^
okok i think i better stop since i have nothing else to say.. heh... oh well.. see yaz pple around...
krayle--

Thursday, October 30, 2003

08:06 p.m.

.shat.
past tense of shit. another word for it could be shitted. but you're wasting a syllable there.
yesterday seriously felt like shit lorz... like... in the middle of a crowd of cheering rg girls.. alone.. coz grace and ruth they all were with two six.. or was it two four? no idea. they were with some other class. haiz..
alone
haiz.. guys suck. i mite say sorry later but not now coz now i realli think it's true. if ur not happy stop reading. but happy birthday lionel.
so it's like last nite.. was terrible lahz.. when jackson called was like.. 'good wad... can be with friends.. and got excuse to go out late..' and i was like gonna scream except the whole bus was full and there were a few rg girls there.. so i couldn't.. then was like.. "like shit arh.." and then he kept asking "why? wad happen?" haiz... how to answer... especially when in a bus full of pple... so just change topic lorz..
aaaaahhhh today was alrite.. the singing was fun... haha... why'd they have to call it sing-along tho... haiz... sounds so... kindergartenish... oh well... chaoz lahz..

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

04:31 p.m.

no rain, can't get the rainbow.
ayumi hamasaki's song "rainbow".. quite a nice song..
many pple complaining long time haven't updated blog... hahah... can't leave it for even a few days now that i don't have the excuse of studying.. haiz... tho we had that stupid maths symmetry thing.... can't stand homework... haiz... wad are holidays for? for resting! and they come and "oh you all very free right holidays? here have some homework"... heesh. teachers. never learn. how'd they get their post?
blehbber... hrmz.. my html realli sux manz... hrmz.. lionel wanna get blog arh... guarantee will have bad words one... wad'd you expect from guys?
ermz.. went to haigen daiz to eat ice cream and walked out without paying... we forgot.... heh... then walking along and suddenly my friend stares at this steak restaurant and then at me and then says, "eh just now the ice cream... we got pay not harh?" and im like... "er... NO." but in the end we decided since they were so blur... din stop us... haha.. damn farnie.. just like when the waiter dropped a glass and we started blaming each other for saying something wrong... forgot wad we were arguing abt..
bleh bleh bleh.. melissa huang sent a stupid msg to dunno hu asking whether he was my bf.. stupid gurl... she's fun but sometimes she's a bit guo fen... *ch* plus she wasted my msgs..
nothing's gonna change the things that you said
and nothing's gonna make this right again
please don't turn your back i
can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
but you don't understand...
heh... love that song... thanks to hobeng then got it... ^^
hrmz... wondering wad's happened to dexter... miss teasing him about karen tay... heh... oh well... haha... some day everyone should try searching for their names and see how popular you are... mine'll come up with "no results found" or sth... heh...
actually would talk abt yesterday just that yesterday was kinda personal... dun feel like putting it on the net for just anybody to read... hahah... if you're a gd friend then you'd noe.. but if you dun... you're still a gd friend kiez just... other friends who DO noe are better? sth liddat pls dun take offence. heh. btw grace+ruth+melc... used ur names... heh... hope you dun mind and thnx... haha... this must look like movie credits or those small notes that singers write in their albums... haha... avril lavigne's handwriting is realli..... cam4... ahah...
AAAAHHH SEC FOURS GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S.... MOSES AND TITUS WHEN WILL YOU TWO EVER FINISH AND LET US GET THE BAND STARTED!!!!!!!!!!! this is driving me nuts... let's just thrash the singapore's education system and run wild like savages... haha... tt sounds extremely balpreet... but balps does a lot better than me... heesh... oh wellz.. i think tha's about it lahz yupz... shall go try to check for my name and be disappointed... ^^ see you guys!!
krayle-- owe melissa and charissa a letter each

Friday, October 24, 2003

06:11 p.m.

to go or not to go...
that was the choice i had to make when jackson asked me to go hmv to meet him. heh... i din wanna maluate myself, coz i din remember how he looked like... hahah... but dawn was late. again. haha... see why i asked you to change the time to 12.30? haha... ended up waiting almost an hour which would have been realli boring if jackson hadn't been there to accompany me... heh...
hrmz... so in the end we din go scotts to eat... hung arnd heeron... went to take neoprints.... hahah.... got caught twice by those pple hanging arnd the place... one girl offered us a job whereas another was getting us to donate. again. i hate these pple they are DAMN IRRITATING... hahahaa ok i shall stop here update mebbe later or tmr... heh... met lotsa pple... jackson, lionel... lionel's church friend and lionel met his sch mate's sister... hahaa... were all in the same line for the same neoprint machine... heh... the neoprints turned out well... and then later as we got outta there saw hoy meng... i remember hoy meng coz he's the onli one of lionel's friends who actually says hi to me when he sees me... heh... all the rest are like when lionel tell them to say hi then they say hi kinda thing... hahah... oh well...
haha... yupz... updating... dawn made it to the yacht club dinner after all.... heh... the beef... we wanted to eat but then there was nobody there.. hahah... so we were like trying to get it ourselves... and the guy was like staring at us... hahaha... damn farnie.. then wandered about the club trying to figure out wad to do... haha.. yupz tts abt it yupz.. heh.. had fun but cant put everything down... weirdly...

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

06:55 p.m.

perfect. so not.
haiyah the stupid server went down... so now the latest stuff has kinda been ... deleted off... so i dun have shu en's link liaoz... haiz... and a few other pple.. hrmz... please tag... and just put the link so tt i can click ur name yupz thnx...
ermz... wad else... heh... saw this music video today... they got a weird name and they look weird... like computer animation pple liddat... i was thinking along the lines of final fantasy.. hate the name tho... orgy... *shudders* but there's this guy there.. i think his hair is damn cool. damn cool. ahhaha... see if i can get a pic but google is giving me all the disgusting pics... haiz... wad can i do... pple wanna choose stupid names like orgy... heesh
hrmz... STILL haven't seen simple plan's perfect video... except the bridge part...
wad else wad else... sugababes new song is pretty cool... oh holland v is on liaoz... shall cont' later.. chaoz~

Thursday, September 25, 2003

11:42 a.m.

let's guess where i am right now.
durh com lesson. --__--|||
ermz... have no idea why i'm adding entry actually... not that i have anything much to say... just you people seem to be having alot of fun with my tag board.. hahaa.... who's CO Chaos? can't figure it out... hahah... all the rachels are getting confusing...
the poor tchr is walking around obsevring everyone doing any thing except the project taht we're supposed to be doing... hahaha...
talking to sojirou... haha... wen li... but i call him sojirou... he's had that msn nickname for like, ever...
ermz... wad else... hrmz... nothign lehz!!! hahah... oh yeah gotta link rachel chang's new blog... wad.... wad to do wad to do... i forgot it... haha... unless i added it liaoz...
oh yeah... history test on tuesday... din study AT ALL... failed terribly, 4.5/20... hahaha... and the tchr was like, ok, i think you better get remedial lessons quick... hahaha... so meeting on friday... i dun wanna be the onlii one... so inviting garima too... hahah...
chemistry on wednesday, yesterday was much much better... mugged for two hours on tuesday, and slept at 11+... haahaaa... to me that's alot liaoz... and then i came to sch and realised everyone else had studied for four hours, and slept at 1+ so... oh well...
did quite well for chem... 22/35.... i hate grace stupid grace she wasn't mugging at all and then she got wad, 28?? ruth 24.... etc etc... and the funny thing is that i actually got two marks higher than myang myang and toi toi... byak byak also lahz... and i find that quite funny coz, alll along, they are the ones that are actually motivating me to study chem... coz in chem they're sitting on either side of me... so if i dunno wad's going on feel quite extra... so.... they are actually kinda indirectly why i care about studying chem... normally i'll just be like, oh, another test... rarara.... hahah... and then behold, i score better...
mebbe it was just tyco. yeah. i think so... mebbe they were just too tense.
must be that
grrrrrrrrrrr i wanna get my driving license quicky quicky coz driving seems like alot of funn funn funn... hahaha...
arh nothing else.... yupz... i think i gtg liaoz... if there's anytihng else i wanna add i'll... try to add it? yupz... oh yeah chunny enjoy the X clamp...
.ch[rae]L.

Thursday, September 25, 2003

11:42 a.m.

let's guess where i am right now.
durh com lesson. --__--|||
ermz... have no idea why i'm adding entry actually... not that i have anything much to say... just you people seem to be having alot of fun with my tag board.. hahaa.... who's CO Chaos? can't figure it out... hahah... all the rachels are getting confusing...
the poor tchr is walking around obsevring everyone doing any thing except the project taht we're supposed to be doing... hahaha...
talking to sojirou... haha... wen li... but i call him sojirou... he's had that msn nickname for like, ever...
ermz... wad else... hrmz... nothign lehz!!! hahah... oh yeah gotta link rachel chang's new blog... wad.... wad to do wad to do... i forgot it... haha... unless i added it liaoz...
oh yeah... history test on tuesday... din study AT ALL... failed terribly, 4.5/20... hahaha... and the tchr was like, ok, i think you better get remedial lessons quick... hahaha... so meeting on friday... i dun wanna be the onlii one... so inviting garima too... hahah...
chemistry on wednesday, yesterday was much much better... mugged for two hours on tuesday, and slept at 11+... haahaaa... to me that's alot liaoz... and then i came to sch and realised everyone else had studied for four hours, and slept at 1+ so... oh well...
did quite well for chem... 22/35.... i hate grace stupid grace she wasn't mugging at all and then she got wad, 28?? ruth 24.... etc etc... and the funny thing is that i actually got two marks higher than myang myang and toi toi... byak byak also lahz... and i find that quite funny coz, alll along, they are the ones that are actually motivating me to study chem... coz in chem they're sitting on either side of me... so if i dunno wad's going on feel quite extra... so.... they are actually kinda indirectly why i care about studying chem... normally i'll just be like, oh, another test... rarara.... hahah... and then behold, i score better...
mebbe it was just tyco. yeah. i think so... mebbe they were just too tense.
must be that
grrrrrrrrrrr i wanna get my driving license quicky quicky coz driving seems like alot of funn funn funn... hahaha...
arh nothing else.... yupz... i think i gtg liaoz... if there's anytihng else i wanna add i'll... try to add it? yupz... oh yeah chunny enjoy the X clamp...
.ch[rae]L.

Thursday, September 18, 2003

11:39 a.m.

fave lesson: com lesson
haha... com lesson is seriously everyone's fave lesson... no one listens to the poor teacher, who doesn't realli seem to care all too much niwae.z.. haha... feel a bit sorry for him but ... oh well.. he's quite nice... except his volume gets higher and higher... hahah... he's at soft medium now...
oh well... ermz... tuesday went out... went to esplanade... haha... then we were just walking around, me, martin, marcus and my dad.. haha... looking around and then it's usually food places.... a few clothes shops... and this childcare centre called happy child. *shrug*... haha... let me in let me in!! i wanna be a happy child...
wad else... ermz.. then went to this max brenner's chocolate bar... it's like chocolate everywhere... haha... chocolate drinks, chocolate fondeu... haha... total chocolate food except forthe fondeu dip which was marshmellows, bread chunks, bananas and strawberries... haha... choclate feast! there's this very cold very thick chocolate drink... it's like this wine glass, those small ones? yah... and it's filled with thick chocolate, so thick you can hardly suck it up the straw.. haha... and another one... suckao i think... they give you this small metal cup above those small restaurant candles... and then you put some milk inside, and chocolate chips... you noe those type... and you're supposed to let it melt, and stuff.. hahah...can keep adding until you finish all that they've given you lahz... hahah.. that was really nice and really sweet... mmmmmm elisa are you jealous? haha.. last week was swensons this weeks is chocolate bar... i dunno whether i'm still underweight not.
haha... quite funny lahz that time campfire then dexter jonathan joshua lionel they all were like trying to get me to fall... as in like they grab your shoulders and kickk your legs out from under you.. haha... yeah... then i got a little irrtated by always getting my legz kicked from under me and ending up on the carpark ground and i have to scramble up again... so was like, "i know i'm only 44 kg ok but that doesn't mean you can push your weight around" and they were like, WHAT 44 ONLY and it's like.. hello i'm underweight. shut up.
ermz.. nothing else about yesterday lahz... tuition... music... blehbber... tuition is like, cannot catch up with the sch's rate... the exams are like much much nearer than last year... hrmz... oh well... and also we always tend to digress... ahha... i dunno the tchr nowadays ends up talking about stuff that happened to her and her friends when they were in china... haha... really fun to listen...
ermz... wad else... oh yeah got my handy back liaoz...
mugging season... can't touch the computer, but then again not really taht much to clear... i'm just scared that something impt comes on for gb and i miss it...
ermz... wad else... nothing much lehz...
anyone got anything for me to write abt????
ermz.... why am i always saying ermz... ermz... yupz... nothing else lahz... forgot chun en's birthday... sorry!! hahah...
::racha::

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

09:01 p.m.

mumbley--dudettes
talking about mumbley haven't talked to shi ying for quite some time... i really must go down to mt carmel when im free... hahaa... all the dudes and dudettes (o.O new word) there... haha...
oh well... ermz... nothing much lahz...
well yeah. actually alot.
quarrelled with my mom last night.. yes. AGAIN. and my fone is confiscated. AGAIN.
it's like... was talking to lionel on the other line... then... mom's call came in... and she happily talk finish, then hung up. and it's like wah lau lorz i already told her tt i was on the other line... so first time, still can.
then martin's call comes in and he doesn exactly the same thing..
so when i get pissed, mom comes and tells me off. like wad, i dun have the right to get pissed liddat.
so just continue talking... then... martin's call, this time i put down liaoz lahz... then.. i yell for martin, and then mom shouts for me to just put down, talk too long niwae.z..
so i yell back that i put down already lahz... still pissed to i go to my room
and then she comes and starts scoldng me about giving her attitude and wadeva ... banns me from using the fone in the room and im tihnking "wadeva im gonna use it ANYWAY" but i give her the LOOK and then she starts going on again about not giving her respect and i say i din say anything wad and she tells me oh no?your look says alot you noe.
then she takes the fone and HAPPILY goes out of the room.
she thought she won
ok the next part is a bit stupid lahz... abit amusing...
yeah so i slam the door when she goes out. but it was kinda control swing and she din come yelling so ... decided it wasn't loud enough... so i sat down and started to think wad excuse i'll have to go out just so i get the chance to slam again.. remembered that i left my hair clip outside... so went out... grabbed the thing and went back into my room.
i din use all my strength. if i did the door would've fell off and she would've given me wad for... so... but it had the full swing lahz... as in from the wall to the door frame... BAM
...
the satisfaction.
last time i forgot to lock. so it's like... WHAM and she just came and opened the door and gave me wad for... and i'm like.. darn next time must remember to press the lock... --__--|||
now... mwahaha... i remembered.
hahaa... she came running... hahaha... too bad... din bother about her... but then dad came back...
he was just standing outside the door and like, talking realli normally... which is so not like him... if you asked me i would've tot he'd be commanding me to open the door... but he din... and when i finally opened the door he just looked at me while i stared [defiantly] at the World Map pasted on my door... and then like, "i said don't lock the door right?" and then he just turned the knob so the lock would come out, and he closed the door lorz. normally he would've opened it.
haiz...
realli mad at my mom... din say a word to her whole day... heesh... the onli time she talked to me was when she told me to switch off the radio when she was teaching marcus maths or sth...
heesh..
and everythng was gg so welll lorz tt dae... was supposed to go cycling this morning... but becuz of the blowup...yarh...
tts it...
.::ch[rae]L::.

Tuesday, September 9, 2003

03:30 p.m.

here comes the blurhead
hrmz... tuesday... hrmz... haven't been online for quite some time liaoz... heep... added caroline, dawn and yu jia to the contactzz.. lionel you mite want to visit dawn's... kewl musicc...
hrmz... saturday was so tiring... like... dead tired... until me and elisa were sleeping in the room... haha... and then li anne and sharon took a picture of us in valerie's fone... the thing is valerie didn't activate her mms... :'( sad... oh well...
ermz wad else... nothing much else lhz... hahaa.... found out sth on sunday... so funn kiez.... din noe my couzin dearest had a boyfriend.. haha... nopez caroline not ya... hui juan.. haha...
bleh wad else... rereading alice 19th... you should all read it!!! it's so kewll.... haha...
wad else... like nothing much liddat lehz...
yesterday went to plaza sing's swensons... and it was like, wad, right after my dinner... but still managed to eat the ring-a-ding-a-ling... haha.. all that fudge... ummmmm haha.. getting jealous elisa? haha... well i need to eat more since i'm underweight. :P
hrmz... anything else?pple dun tag as much liaoz... haha... nothing much to say mahz!! oh yeah... saturday... was dead tired... too lazy to lug myself upstairs by myself so i decided to go with the bros to grandma's house... din sleep there but was trying to keep awake by reading...
hrmz... wad else... nothing much lehz... spending my whole holidays doing nothing but rotting at home... heesh... have to study still... wad else? i feel like i'm forgetting something, but i can't remember wad it is... heesh... did i need to go to school or sth!!?? omg i dunno noe...
racharl

Friday, September 5, 2003

05:13 p.m.

psycho here.
keyboard was alrite... computer also... got a stupid name... melissa and garima were bz doing a poster for the damn white fat pig ... heesh...can't stand her...
the assembly was alrite... these three girls about some big project... going to japan and stuff... interviews, and alot... with pollution... heep... it's super unfair noe... japan, and all those nice great experiences... just not fair... wonder where they learned the japanese from too... the song like very nice noe... shima--sth no takara... real nice song... it's not fair lorz... we were a bit like eh hoew come they all cry so much arh?? and i could hear a bit of sniffling coming from around me... heep
it's so unfair...
yarh niwaez... had the dumb GAT test... like wadeva lorz... wad are they trying to do to my brain... quite fun lahz but then after awhile your brain starts to get realli realli tired...
weehee.. on the bus back me and melissa huang teamed up and kept garima on the bus till my stop... wahahha.a.. she missed two 187s... mwahhaha.a... and while she was complaingin then my bus came up... hahaa.. so farnie...
yupz... i think that's about it lahz... recommend you guys this book... many waters - madeleine l'engle... realli good... talking about noah's ark and stuff... realli cool kiez then shal stop now...
.::chrael::.

Friday, August 29, 2003

09:30 p.m.

surreal feeling taking over
today was like... fun lorz... too fun. something bad's gonna happen tmr or sth.
morning... was... ermz... wad? oh yeah tchr's day celebration... nothing that great... but it was really fun to see the teacher's dress up... esp. mrs p in her cruella diville (izzit spelt right?) costume... haha... so funny... and she realli looked the part.. i liked mrs fahy's one... haha... she's like bobbing up and down and waving her arms frantically: "look jack, i'm flying!!!" haha.. then at the bottom she's snatching the float...:"my heart should go on--give it to me!!"
i liked the rappelling-down-the-sch-building idea... its kewl..
yeah... then ppl presentation...I AM SUPER HAPPY IT IS OVERR!!!! and to think that grace they all almost wanted to let it be postponed to tuesday... my detention day...
heep... it went pretty well... haha... we were more prepared than other groups... and it's finally over and done with... whew
after that went out... haha... and when i finally decided to stop "punishing" my mother it was already 5.30 when i reached home... so called grace.. and was like planning out what i was doing whole day taht would account for my lateness.... ahaha... half day lehz! then reach home at 5.30... i'll be dead lorz, if she finds out where i really was...
yeah... so... the plan was liddis

sch ends at 11<
teachers have their wadeva celebration so we presented at 1.30
left sch after debrief etc at 2.30 for orchard
left orchard at 4plus

the timing should be just rite lorz... wahahah...
grace thanks kiez... owe you one...
hrmz... actually... it was all for nothing lahz... came back and mom opened the door... and was like being extra nice dunno why:"how come today so late?"
me:"coz got presentation..then went out to celebrate.."
mom:"presentation... oh yeah yeah you told me..." walks off
im not laughing at her kiez, so you also dun.. me being such a good girl im feeling quite guilty about being to scheming...
not my fault... yesterday was screaming back and forth... she was being unreasonable.. was in half a mind not to go home at all today... but of coz i did... went back late.. hrmz... so mom wasn't that worried lahz... punishment din work that well... worried me more than it worried her i think... heesh...
realli have to go watch freaky friday... find some ways to get on her nerves without her being able to fight back... haha... that time we went to watch yaya sisterhood and coz it's mainly about sandra bullock and her mother kinda thingy... so i know i teared up... mom must've too coz of coz she's more emotional about this kinda thing than me rite... haiz.. that was a gd mother-daughter show.. haha.. funny too.. i like the slammin the fone on the kitchen counter thing..
quite funny... i think if i switched places with my mom.. the first thing i'd do was give marcus a good whacking... that brat is seriously spoilt manz...hahaa... oh well.. watch then see lahz
yupz that's like it..
ch[rae]L

Thursday, August 28, 2003

11:22 a.m.

in com lesson.. again. --___--
blehbber..only updating occasionally onlee coz of the worm and everything... missed out on some stuff like the doggie day thing, which is this saturday at east coast... only got the consent form today coz some pple who check class tray couldn't be bothered to help me take until melissa tan did... haha...
stupid elisa... have to say until liddat arh... *rolls eyes*
yeah so everyone's making a big fuss lahz... heep... haha... you pple having fun siah..
dawn's not going back for tchr's dae... haiz....
heard that andrea (tai) has become a pai gia... shall have to meet up with her and the other gals sometime... haha... now is "mugging season", as cheryn-ann's friend anna said yesterday during congress... haha... so i think we'll have to wait till like, when, before we can meet up and have some proper fun without worrying about parents.
kai yan also... miss her...
oh yeah... so... niwaez... ermz yesterday's congress was... ok lahz... me and val wanted to ask the reasoning behind the socks-being-seen-360-degrees-arnd-the-shoe but then the bell rang and we were all in a hurry to go back home... and then some stupid sec one comes up and asks some totally SPAS question about lockers... heesh!!! was thinking my GOSH there's finally someone with a voice and legs and then she comes out and we find out she's got no brains! heesh...
er... chinese tuition was better.. she started talking about some of her experiences... like the two grossest things she's ever seen, one is a half-moulted snake with dead peeling skin all over it... and that was in a restaurant when they were supposed to choose snakes for the snake soup... haha... so she realli grossed out... and then the second thing is a lizard... i so totally agree... lizards are probably realli disgusting... i tot they were harmless at first, until i got a close up of a dead one on the wall on top of the piano... we waited a few days for that brown thing to move and then it din so i think dad took it down and threw it away or sth... super gross... dawn says she'd rather face a hundred cockroaches than a lizard.. haha... im not so sure about that yearh...
ermz... then she talked about... one of her university guy friends... he drowned... during the holidays, and everyone din tell her and the other girl they always hung arnd with... yupz... there was nothing going on, just friends... realli good friends... and then she was like wondering how come he was pontenging sch for two weeks... and then in the end one of her classmates told her. she tot it was a joke at first.... as in the guy is like 1.8 and he drowned in the swimming pool lorz... dunno mebbe it's too cold in china until everytime they swim their legs cramp up or sth... *shrug* but i think its quite sad... like you lose a friend liddat and you dun even noe and you have to wait for pple to tell you... two weeks lehz...
supposed to be doing work now... but i've abandoned my bao bei for too long.. hahah... ohh talking about bao bei i havent touched my guitar for like... how long??? heep!!!
arghz... stil have to polish the other boot... haha.. there's no need to bring boots on doggie day rite? rite?? if the dogs lick it it'll be their last lick...
ppl is such a killer... we're like super close to becoming case studies for our own topic lorz... suicide...
ermz... i dun think there's much else.. the tchrs turned off the internet connection... stupid... yupz...
everyone's like having alot of fun talking about you lehz lionel
chaoz then...
.::chrael::.

Friday, August 22, 2003

09:42 p.m.

siau xi's tie
haha... this entry's title is dedicated to siau xi and her tie coz its wad saved me from getting a beta record... haha... seriously... i already got a frigging dc from jing wei.. she should rot... rot in the cellar downstairs *ahem* if you noe wad i mean ~ ^^
yupz...
FREAK. IT.
i just polished my boots for an hour plus, to find out that tmr doesn't have cca, cuz it's speech day.
woohoo
i am jumping for joy. --______-- totally delighted
polishing boots is quite fun tho... haha... truly... its a good excuse to sit there and do nothing and get shiny boots for the little effort you put in. coz according to elisa you're supposed to "go around gently in circles until it sparkles" haha... her dad taught her...
so now i'm wondering whether i should finish the right boot or just leave it.
i think i'll polish it
nice and shineee
but then tmr still have to go to do ppl... i think quite a few pple will be there... frigging mentor... say actually suppose to postpone to 2/9 then now say oh no sorry its the 26/8... freak her lahz!! let her try lahz!!! sheesh...
yupz the band... ermz...
dawn and her friends are frantically coming up with names... we all ben lai already decided on "stix"... then she decided she wanted blueprint/bleuprynt and now she's asking whether i think krause sounds nice... this way we'll never be able to get a proper name... as in, one that everyone is willing to stick with... i'm perfectly fine with my chrael tho
hahah...
oh yeah today was keyboard and music... dun like the music they're like forcing you to compose something kinda thing... but the keyboard thing is kinda fun... haha... yupz.. reading dexter's blog... he is like so~~ weird... the language he uses... not like a sec four at all.... haha.. funnay
boots lying all over the floor... haha... martin was polishing just now.. i think mine are so much more shiny than his... weehee... cant blame him lahz... this is the first year i actually like polished seriously... hrmz... cant wait for the class tee to comeeeeee wee hee
oh yeah yesterday was telling mom i wanted to go watch FREAKY FRIDAY... and then she and my maid tot it was a horror movie and were staring at me like i was outta my mind... heesh... dunno wads wrong with them.... hahaaa
that's it.
.::krayl::.
have you ever wondered why it's the princess and the pea instead of princess and the pimple... won't that be even smaller??

Thursday, August 21, 2003

11:21 a.m.

wahahaa stupid blasterworm
yupz in sch now... or else i wun be able to add entree... haha... lotsa stuff happened... lionel should i say? haha..
oh well.....
hillsongs australia concert was so fun... could see all the charismatic pple all jumping and jumping... melissa they all were separated from us... so when we turned to look at them they were also jumping and jumping...
after this is chinese and i realli should be studying chinese like all the rest of them but i realli... so tired... after guo lao shi drilled me over and over again... just cant remember the cheng yu... oh well.. hopefully i wun do so badly for the chang wen suo duan... i think still able to summarise alrite lahz... yupz
blehbber... wad else huh? not very sure... hrmz.. hrmz...
oh yeah... geog test... haha!!! ^^ i did relatively well siah... wee hee.... like... actually 12 1/2... then ms wong marked wrongly i think... added 1 1/2 mark... wee hee... 14... its not as good as grace not as good as ruth... but... oh well.. im still happy i passed.... makes up for my failing math test... ^^
think im gonna change my template... dunno to wad tho... just the colours... garima and i were eyeing this hair clip of this malay girl in front of us.... its those blue black shiny... realli nice kind... and garima was describing her dream blog template to me... haha... can imagine it.... something like mine but mine is not as nice lahz...
hrmz... yeah... have to do some thingey... not very sure... for the third world countries.. haha.. ms wong was like playing where is the love for us... so nice.. wee hee
boreeedd... yupz i think i better stop now... cant realli think of anything much to say.. haha..
chrael

Thursday, August 14, 2003

09:34 p.m.

pissified. super pissified.
i am superly pissed at my parents... my dad in particular... dunno wad he's trying to do. he keeps coming into my room and giving me "talks"... sheesh...
things aren't going very well for me nowadays.... everything seems to be going wrong...at school, still can lahz... but there's something wrong... dunno wad but it's there... and then come home... things are supposed to be better, im supposed to be able to shut myself up and get some quiet, listen to my own music... but then my parents have misunderstood the use of a room, and they don't want me to lock the door, don't want me to CLOSE the door even. excuse me lorz.
lets see who's the one with the attitude problem now.
.......... yeah like waddahell who am i complaining now... who cares rite? who'd care about the self-destruction of a little girl......
sheesh. super pissed. at everything and everyone...
i want my fone back... wad if jackson calls to talk again..... i need to talk to someone... oh wait. its' after ten. i have to be a good girl and not talk on the fone after ten..... BULL SHIT manz... dun think i can stand another second of crap... i think i'll go cry myself to sleep or something.... nitez

i cant do wrong
i cant do right
i feel so alone tonight
i wish someone could fail
and understand the way i think
they've got me on the brink
of selfdestruction
i wish someone could fail

.::rachel::.

Thursday, August 14, 2003

11:28 a.m.

totally, utterly, boredified~
blehbber... just came from math class... did the graded assignment realli fast, like litening and then fell asleep... deep sleep, and din wake up till ms kum poked my shoulder. garima said she was asking her how long i'd slept liaoz... but seriously when i woke up i was kinda shocked to see i was in sch... i tot i was at home in my nice cozee bed... hahahaha...
yupz soree havent been able to update for a long long time... alot of stuff has happened but i cant exactly remember everything..
saturday nite went over to dawn's house... hahah... so fun.... actually more her couz's house lahz... coz they're neighbours... i think its quite cool to be neighbours with ur couz... haha... but i think if i were neighbours with hui juan, we'd probably have killed each other long ago...
yupz..her couz has this room upstairs where they keep the drums, the piano... the guitar also... dawn and i were mostly hogging the guitars and trying to go along with wadeva song the crowd was singing... there were so many pple all squishing into the small room... and the dog was being exta inside lahz..quite cute tho
yupzies... hrmz... then... sunday... learnt the bass from moses... he finally got down to teaching me properly... then he was suggesting we come up with a professional band for our church in opposition to some other church... forget the name of the church liaoz... haha... but he's quite talented lehz, altho its just normal instruments... oh well
yeah... me and dawn decided on the name for our band liaoz... stix... but its not realli gonna start till like sometime after wadeva lorz... heesh dunno lahz... and we haev to start some grp blog... dunno wad i should use i think blogspot is lousy... haha.. shall use pitas!!!!! weehee... oh well im going loony. realli losing braincells... just now at pe got hit on the head by the volleyballs twice... or was it thrice? i think twice. oh well... so nowadays i'll have to wait till com studies before i can update my blog...
openhouse on saturday...
noe i realli wanna go out instead of going home all the time... parents expect me to study for a dollar a day... heesh...
oh well... yupz... so i think im gonna have to start the blog, and that means getting new blog template... gotta get a nice one~
oh gosh... still feeling sleepy.... *dozes off in front of school computer...*
i think i shant do any more tests, they're clogging up the whole thingy... heep...
borrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeddddddddd
oh yeah... last nite was talking to jackson... he called my handfone... then mom was watching tv while i was at the comp, then i kinda panicked when he called... was like huh~~?? wad to do... so just answered lorz... talked quite long on the fone but at nite... i do have half hour free...oh well. haha dawn dun give me stupid look. you're the one who's creating wadeva misunderstanding now... heep
yupzies... hrmz... totally boredified... oh yeah ryuta lost his fone... stupid boi... wasted two msges on him asking wad was silver in japanese... and yesterday got some msg from someone called jie jun... saying sth abt this is his new number coz his mom broke his old fone... stupid person... dun even noe him... so just deleted the msg... haha... how the mom break the fone.... heesh... oh well
yeah... ermz... thats abt it... haha...
.::rachel::.

Saturday, August 9, 2003

03:42 p.m.

just when you think you've got it all, you lose everything
took this emotion quiz again... and they gave me adif one this time...

You represent... hope.
You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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Dark and mysterious...
Indigo. You may be mysterious at times and keep
almost everything to yourself. You hate sharing
your secrets with others. You find it very
difficult to trust others.

::Which rainbow colour are you?::
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Oooh! Great Job!
You are a *huge* anime fan! You are just like me,
you mainly daydream about anime, sleep and
think about anime, and are a total anime
addict!

Anime Addict Quiz, Are You One?
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light
You radiate light! Whenever you walk into a room
people immediately notice you and a since of
calm flows through them. You will do beautiful
things in this world!

a... DO YOU PERSONIFY DARKNESS OR LIGHT?
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URL
hacksign u enjoy pretending to be other charecters
and often get lost or counfused with unsuence
to ur self

Anima show u belong in
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more quizzes haha.... nothing better to do...

Friday, August 8, 2003

11:07 a.m.

the loser is in the building
feel super loserish and left out.... everyone going out after celebrations and wad do i do? i come home. -___- *sobz*
haiz...... noe simple plan has this song...

im just a kid
and life is a nightmare
i'm just a kid
i know that it's not fair
nobody cares coz im alone and the world is
having more fun than me

blehbber..... eesh.
SUPER LOSERISH CANT STAND MYSELF
have alot of cds to writeeeee.... gonna dieeee the government is gonna catch me with all the mp3 in my computer files and we'll be fined 100,000 bucks etc.... blehbber...
yeah yan ling performed today... haha... her class won first for the cheerleading competition... haha... realli funny... can see that she was feeling super self-conscious about looking stupid... haha... it was quite funny... marcus is watching ranma... haizz...
haiyah sad sad story if onli dawn din have her watever watever thing.... eesh... we both have paranoid parents but somehow i think hers is harder.... weirdly... ooh busted!

i asked you to dance at the disco
but you said no
the whole world was watching and laughing
on the day that
i crashed and burned
at your feet

heesh... hahah.... this song is super nice... lucky i downloaded it before the ban... or else i'll miss out on stuff... looks like we'll all have to be thrifty nowadays and save up... university money will go into buying cds ^^ haha...
where is my lunch.... heesh... sometime feel a bit left out nowadays... grace+ruth, toi+myang, val+cherynann+balps... and me... i just like... swing from group to group and tag along.... i think i'm irritating them...
gotta delete music videos too??? but i like my BoA-ID: Peace B one... the dancing is quite cool... actually i mostly download for the dancing one haha... kewl
still not allowed to read my artemis fowl book... heesh... i want.... im dying for books to read...
blehbber... shall go look for more tests to do.. haha... yupz...

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*~*U R a BIG HUGE GIANT LAUGH!!!!!LOL*~*

!!!Wut kinda LAUGH r u!!!
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You are a unicorn!! You are such a sweetie!!! Good for you!
YAY!! You're a Unicorn!!! You sweetie you!

!!WHaT KiND oF HaRRy POtTEr CReATuRE aRE yOU????!!
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You are Harry Potter! Brave and loyal to friends!
YOU ARE HARRY POTTER! THE MAIN CHARACTER OF THE
HARRY POTTER SERIES, HARRY IS BRAVE,
COURAGEOUS, AND LOYAL TO HIS FRIENDS. GOOD FOR
U!

!NEW! Which Harry Potter character would u most be like??
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You are Good Charlottes "Lifestyles of the
Rich and Famous." It's all about fun and
anarchy, baby!

!Which Song Are You?!
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i'm like frantically doing quizzes... sheesh... noting better to do...

Syaoran Li
Your Syaoran Li ^_^

********=wHiCh Of mY fAvOuRitE @nImE GuY$ R U? (Beyblades, Cardcaptors and Final Fantasy)=********(nearly done)
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ok
poser

****Punk Or Poser****
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day
***WHAT GOOD CHARLOTTE SONG ARE YOU MOST LIKE!?***

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genre-fight
+what genre of anime best suits you?+*<

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HASH(0x8405fa8)
You'd be a knife, you need a little more force to
get what you want, but more up close and
personal.

?! What Murder Weapon Would You Be!?
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Season = Autumn
You're Most Like The Season Autumn ... You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Thursday, August 7, 2003

12:00 p.m.

blehbberwabberwibber
blehbberwabberwibber.... dunno wad im going do tmr.... heesh.... have alot of time after the celebration... dunno wad to do... dawn cant make it out and lionel by rite supposed to go with his friends to sentosa... dun feel good dragging him away even tho he says he doesnt care....

You are a Dragon of Heaven, one of the lovely warriors fighting to save the earth from those evil harbingers. boo yah. If you'd like to proclaim to the world that you are a Dragon-of-Heaven, here are images of the Seven Seals (ooo, seals!). Enjoy.
I am a Dragon of Heaven, what are you?
Which Dragon are you?
Take other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

blehbberwabberwibber.... yupz... im kamui, took the test... yupz... he's so bish... wonder which one tho, they just put everything tehre... rach wong's sister is taking an awfully long time...
still thinking how to ask my parents whether i can go out after the celebration without letting them worry too much and yet let me go.... instead of a flat no.... like that time the friendship day dinner... taht was so FOS lorz.... i was already like counting on it and then they come and tell me no its weird coz its valentines day and ur friend who invited you is a guy... blah blah blah.... so its like i noe they wanna know the truth, and i wanna tell them the truth... but they make it SO HARD you noe????? blehbber.... haizz...
ruth has turned gangster.... hahaha... so weird... hahaa.... and was challenging to fight before she realised hey yeah... im the black belt and she's not... haha.... ok she's regained her sanity.....

Wednesday, August 6, 2003

08:35 p.m.

ooohhhh...wholivesinapineappleunderthesea
today was quite kewl... ^^ haha... yeah... from the morning... oh well.. ms kum is getting nicer... a little bit... haha.. actually supposed to be doing history now... then later geog... but seldom get to play undisturbed... so shall chen ji hui...
yeah... not bad lahz today.. toitoi doesnt talk to me anymore... :( yeah..
was msging... blehbber.. liddat.. then suddenly lionel stopped msging back and i was thinking oh shit did i get his fone confiscated again... coz im still like damn guilty about the last time lorz...
ms huang's so nice she let us off early... haha.. yeha... so we got to get an "empty" bus... relatively lahz... better than clogged full with rg girls...
cant wait for friday... just cant stand geog... so scary, every time have to endure her glaring at you for that hour plus...
blehbber wabber... im thinking of going to visit nan hua on friday... but now with their stupid new big school which i get totally lost in and all their stupid new big classrooms to accommodate the stupid new big population of students... all of them are in the morning session lahz... dunno when is their celebration...
haizz... kazaa is illegal.... haiz... my music life has practically ended... blehbber... playing tic tac toe with joel now... blehbber... pestering me for my 2.4 timing, which i am totally ashamed of...heesh...
yeah lahz nothing else much... i better go finsih up my chinese and geog homework... yupz? or will get into trouble tmr... on the way... chaoz~
.::racha::.

Tuesday, August 5, 2003

05:17 p.m.

sleepy... |-)
Water Goddess
Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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ooh this is nice... haha... pretty pic dun you think? they're all pretty nice... haha...
yupz... yesterday.. haiyah dunno lahz yesterday is yesterday... i think you can like read it in val's blog... at nite dad brought me to some vietnamese restaurant... some father/daughter bonding thingy lahz... aha... yeah... quite fun lahz he talked a bit to the waitress who came with our bill and found out she was a vietnamese... haha.. she's so pretty haha... so sweet... haha
looking for more tests to do, realli bored...
oh yeah there was this sexuality talk... haha... the speaker is so fun!! haha... i wish my mom was like her... haiz... she like realli understands teens...
bleh... no personality tests to do.... :(
heesh.... by rite im supposed to be studying but waddaheck.
tired... fell asleep on the bus after math remedial... tired out my braincells. *dead look* i wanna go stoning!!!! one hour of staring at the blank wall figuring out your life and getting things into order... having PEACE for once... haaizz so many things clogging up my head... blehbber wabber...
oh yes did you noe amanda's dog is so SOFT!??
no... dun suppose you do...
oh yeah... got my finger cut... was taking hist notes then when class ended was capping it... then missed lahz (loserishly) and since i was using so much force and it was a fine tip, it sliced into my middle finger. haha... borrowed from ruth plaster... ^^ thankies~ it's like reddish with the pen mark still there... *examines middle finger*
yeah.. not very sure wad i wanna write now... so... chaoz! *sleeps*
oh. more test results... some dumb page tells me im albus dumbledore.... dumb... im trying out others...

The Harry Potter Personality
Test - Who Are YOU?
You're honest, good-hearted and always with a good sence for right and wrong. Your friends have your full support and love you for being who you are. You don't want to fuss about everything and sometimes you loosen the "rules" a bit if you think it's really necessary.
Who are YOU?

guess im stuck with him *points*

.::racha::.

Sunday, August 3, 2003

08:15 p.m.

sunday nite getting the monday blues...
sunday nite and getting the monday blues... as everyone is... why do weekdays have to be longer than weekends? but then again if weekends were longer, the government would make school be on the weekends... so not much dif... heesh...
yeah... i think everyone's freaking out about the kazaamorpheus ban... haiz... i din noe it was that serious... but yeah i think everyone is frantically deleting from their comp... but i wanna write everything into discs first before i delete... a bit risky... but... yupz... cant bear to part with my darling music yeah...
haha... moses wore his specs to church... looked so funny... me and martin saw him come out of the car with the bass guitar... and at first din recognise him... then when i did i started laughing... haha... oh well... yeah... was realli bored so was msging hobing coz i knew his mom locked his comp and he was probably realli bored too... yupz... then chee seng got me to help lead for one song... glory to the king... the one that goes

Lord my heart cries out
Glory to the King
my greatest love in life
i give you everything
glory, glory, i hear the angels sing
open my ears
let me hear Your voice
to know that sweet sound
oh my soul rejoice
glory, glory, i hear the angels sing

You're the Father to the fatherless
the answer to my dreams
i see you crowned in righteousness
we cry glory to the King
comforter to the lonely
the lifter of my head
i see you veiled in majesty
we cry glory, glory
we cry glory to the King

yupz... liddat.. i tihnk my voice was shaking, but shu and the rest said they couldn't hear... it's quite a melissa ng song... i dunno why i classify songs with people... haha... like a ian song or a melissa song or a chee seng song.. ^^
still bugging moses to teach me bass... and he was such a bad teacher till titus took pity on me and taught me a bit... haha.. (",)
blehbber... i think taht's becoming my fave word..
went to amanda's house after church... and she was like talking to Frost (her dog) and was like "you pwecious little pwincess" and im like... er.. haha... and then we were like eating campbell soup, watching britney videos (when she was still young and innocent) and chatting with pple.. haha... so fun... and shu en was moaning that she din wanna go back to sch... haha... it was quite fun... just hanging arnd...
i have abt half an hour more to be online... heesh... should i archive my stuff?? dunno lehz... mebbe i should *ponders* but then..... oh well.

iwonthearanythingthatyousaytome

on man i love that song...
hrmz... i should realli clear up my stuff.. getting more and more stuff... and have to find some place to stuff them in... somehow i manage lorz, everytime... and i realise i have more and more stuff that i cant bear to throw away...
oh yeah. keith taught me today... "keke" is the korean way of laughing ^o) dun ask me!! that's wad HE said~ *points*
ooh yummy yummy campbell soup...
so much things to do... so many things coming up... vs+ri+rg bb+gb +kkmc youth funfair, camps, church campfire, and all the speech day and stuff... gb is getting to be a very fun cca... katchao all the juniors...
i think i better be going liaoz... yupz... lucky blogging isnt illegal... probably not yet...

Friday, August 1, 2003

05:56 p.m.

mest - misunderstood

completely
overwhelming
stories that you've heard
when pple tell you that
don't trust him
he's just pretending
that he cares for you
when if i did those stories would be true

feeling ultra hyper... weeheee.... *giggles uncontrollably*
todays dancing was so FUN!!!! wee hee... hahahaa.. i make a good guy... ^^ haha... rite toi?? RITE??? niwaez... haha... so. was fooling around talking gibberish, until i ended up being a guy with a two gay partners and a girlfriend... hahaa.... oh well... but the dancing was realli fun... got quite far realli.... basic, new york, basic, butterfly, and then we mastered the link... looking forward to exams...
music also v fun... ^^ haha... singing, then she got us to sing the old mcdonald exercise... *rolls eyes* hahah... but so funny... ended up screaming... like last time. ^^ *smiles sweetly* thats the onli way i can go high and strong without a shaky voice.

so go on and scream
scream at me
im so far away
i wont be broken again
ive got to breathe
i cant keep going under...

hee.... oh well... blehbber... hrmz...
oh yeah
x-clamp.
oh man the guy is so BISH!!!!! and also, his power is like so shiok.... wah.... trapped inside the enemy's "world" then all of the rest showing off trying to break the thingys... then he just stand there... "i dun wanna see ur stupid games" then... shew all the power gather around him.... then.... *POW!!* break out liaoz.... *whistles* i wanna be him~ :'(
haha... yeah... ermz... nothing much now lehz... how?? i still wanna type... heesh... haha... im starting to get embarrassed abt the drawing mebbe i should just remove it. *ponders* yupz. ok. mebbe next time. chaoz for now!!!
alexandramichellereneelin--
that's wad grace named her shortened tiara pen
she's dating tyron, her ruler
*shrug*

Thursday, July 31, 2003

07:38 p.m.

alittlemorebeforeisnap
i. HATE. my mom.
its not an understatement.
the thing we quarrelled abt was realli... stupid. but it shows how unfairly she treats us.
my brother. play computer. I was supposed to be online. then, when the time was up, the STUPID BRAT!!! had to complain that he was distracted by other pple. and started crying. he actually cried.
BRAT
then wad did mom do? tell him to stop? NOOO. she goes, ok you can have five more minutes kay so stop crying~ and goes ahead and wastes another five minutes of my time. and when i complain she gestures to tell me to shut-up-coz-i-dun-wan-ur-lil-[brat of a]brother-to-start-crying-again .....
im telling you my family is so FULL. OF. SHIT. you think it looks happy? well i'll show you happy.
i tell her why im so irritated, yes, angrily i admit, and wad does she do? she starts shouting that she doesnt owe me anything, not computer time not anything and if i want to argue with her and be rude to her i can just shut the damn comp down.
great huh? my family is just GREAT
and the thing was my comp hanged when kevin kor was trying to justify to me parents actions.
so rite now, dun justify their actions to me. nowadays i cry coz im angry. and its usually at THEM
gonna run away man i tell you... when i reach the limit im gonna run and they're gonna regret.
gaaaaahhhhh

yeah yeah... im just trying this out.. did it... two days ago but din have time to come online and scan it in...need to get someone to colour it for me... supposed to be sirius black yeah tho his other form is there too... oh well... was just trying *shrug* and this time the dog is like realli nice... i usually dun try animals coz i cant draw them... but this is an exception...
bleh... kiez... better things.. this morning at pe was being mean and trying to imitate florence... so tucked everything in all the way and was trying to look like her but totally failing coz no matter how much i push i cant get a tummy like hers... ahaa... so boh liaoz rite... and then ruth distracted my efforts when she looked at me and commented that i was so skinny... haha... so got embarrassed and stopped trying... that was mean niwaez... shouldnta done that... sorry florence
yupz that's like~ IT for now... hope you like the pic...
.::rachel::.untiliseeyouagain...

Thursday, July 31, 2003

11:48 a.m.

com studies are my fave lesson
com studies is my favourite lesson. isnt it urs?
morning... chinese... had kao cha... but waddahell... was alrite tho i was onli reading the passages during the test for the first time...
stomach is growling im gonna faint. so hungree....but im broke totally no moneeeyy..
blehbber... yeah.. then pe... was doing some dumb aces day routine... buckle... yeah... my house but i have to say it was realli dumb...
so hungreeeeeeeeeeeee
*growls*
blehbber... heesh... yeah...pe... the aces day.... were late... then mr tan was telling our class to move up but we couldnt lorz no space coz the stupid sec one class doesnt noe how to see that other pple's classes are lining up in twos not one bunch. so then kenneth tan was yelling at another class to shut up coz they been waiting for five minutes for them to do so... so freaky kiez... kenneth tan doesnt get angry one lorz... then coz he'd called our class just now mariette ong went to pick on us lorz... oh well...
volleyball was alrite... blehebber....
eeep. oh well... still trying to learn how to get pictures in... blehbber... oh well... ruth's sitting the ah beng way and her foot is near my elbow... eep. o.O
everyone's typing and typing and typing oh well...
boooooooooooooorrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeedddddddddd

Wednesday, July 30, 2003

09:42 p.m.

freaked. out.
blehbber... got andrea's link...
eating longans, strawberries, and kiwis now....
mebbe just the longans... ^^ not tt fond of the other two
yupz... the ppl was done... haha... yesterday had some beeg blowup wif dad... he just dunnno how to leave me alone... he's gonna cancel the extra line... blehbber...
the comp screen is flicking at times... freaky... but i tell you wad's realli freaky....
sci was the first block.. ms huang wasnt there... so... nava and lestari got bored.. then lestari came to me asking if i knew how to play the ouija board... and she pronounced it dif... she said "we-are board" (bored) so then it clicked... the ouija board...
its satanic for those who dunno that
so... was realli trying to persuade them out of doing it... but they kept saying they were bored... sheesh...
but this thing is realli very freaky... first heard abt it in sunday school lessons with.. who? uncle yong chye i think... blehbber... and then last year ryuta was telling me... dunno whether its true but better safe... the ghost came after him while his fwen hu played went into dead faint... haiz...
so... trying to think of a way to stop them... coz... we're the same class... anything mite happen... i dun wanna be sitting next to a possessed gurl...
blehbber... haiz...
was supposed to scan in a pic... the one that i drew... heesh... my scanner is quite lousy lorz... haiz... oh well.. that's like abt it... no piano today, which was a relief... haha... i think im gonna fail the exam.. my scales suck...
blehbber... you noe... if you come my church... can tell you lots of stuff abt everybody... everyone is connected to everyone else... especially my group... realised toi toi knew pamela from lionel's church... yeah... you noe the stuff that my gang did to me... you dun wanna noe... so shit... you wun even believe it i think.. yeah.. like my home also... actually... everyone thinks its perfect... got the perfect parents everything... a little too perfect... on the outside... but if you were me... haha.. i think you commit suicide by now.
things arent wad they seem
oh yeah
was watching cinderella just now... haha.. ever occur to you how despo those two must be... to fall for each other in one night... like wad, two hours??? then the gurl runs away, leaving behind a slipper, a glass one at that. wonder it din disappear with the rest of her clothes. and then the prince goes around with the glass slipper on a cushion knocking at everyone's door... "excuse me is this yours? can i try it on on you?"
poor prince tho... wonder if he had to have an official royal-nose-holder to help him hold his nose while he bent down to smell thousands of smelly feet. mebbe he should've taken one step more, to bring a basin arnd and wash their feet. then he'd be a foot-washing baptist! haha... to kill a mockingbird is getting to my head... haha... this is so crap. haha.. have a gd read gtg liaoz.
rachelistyacktyack. tyacktyackisrachel. tyacktyackandrachelarebored.

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

12:46 a.m.

surprise surprise
just like everyone to noe that ppl is doing this to me. rachelang does not stay up this late to do HOMEWORK of all things.
surprisingly not very sleepy though
sojirou was helping me... haiyoo... haha... then the stupid computer had to hang and when i got on he was offline liaoz... darn... i really needed his help... so now kevin kor is kinda talking to me...
blehbber.... haiz... mebbe gd also... he got fototaking tmr... after he come out ugly my fault noe...
yupz. that's like. it. morning
racheldeclaressheisnotsleepy.notsleepyatall....

Monday, July 28, 2003

06:31 p.m.

ppl is a suicide factor. and you noe it as well as me
haha... noe i think the girlfriend test is bull shit.. they give everyone perfect lorz... i just took it again, perfectly do everything badly... and then page cannot be shown... haha... so lame... if everyone was that perfect a girlfriend there would be no such things as breakups liaoz... hahaha
yeah... stayed back realli late today... din eat recess or lunch... totally broke... doing ppl niwaez... haha
garima came up with this great idea... she wrote on the back of the pozzie that yan ling wrote to me: DO NOT DIGRESS! and everytime we started digressing someone would flash the card in everyone else's faces and everyone would go back to work.. haha.. completed quite a bit... grace was the most affected by it... but yeah... haha...
i think i really slacked for ppl lorz... but then... there was no work assigned to me...
oh well. ppl is a suicide factor. pple get stressed up doing ppl and they want to commit suicide. there. it's all laid out for you
and my ppl topic is on rising suicide rates.
nice sadistic topic huh?
haha... i still like the do not digress thingy...
haha... yeah... alot of computer work today.. like just typing and typing and typing nonstop... first geography... no wait first was pe... ahah... i think i can play a little better liaoz... volleyball... weehee... haha... quite fun... then geog... typing and typing and typing.... then recess... typing again... ppl.... then... lit... writing... haha... ppl... coz ms chow was on mc... haiz... i like ms chow... oh well.. then... wad? er. chinese. i finished X vol1 during the block... read it super fast... haha... its those kind of more pictures few words... so can read quite fast... oh man that guy is so bish... haiz...
yeah... english we did some dumb descriptive writing thingy... ahha... went to the ecogarden... was supposed to describe it... so everyone somehow or other drifted to the pond....
it was murky green, with bits of leaves floating in it. the tadpoles were nibbling at the stuff floating and there were a few guppies. and then [ruth i think] spotted some gross thing... this dead decomposing frog... if that wasn't gross enough,the tadpoles were nibbling on it... and when grace poked it with a stick she came back screaming coz she said the stick went thru it, that it was all soft... but seriously it looks so gross... this brown mess floating on the green water... bleh... and then ruth they all were still going on about it looking like jacuzzi style... *shudder*
yeah. ok. i think you cant eat dinner liaoz ^^
blabber... dexter just commented on the sirius black pic... haha..."sirius black looks like THAT???" haha... so... plan to draw my own version of sirius black... haha... oh dear haha..
oh well... master piece. *shrug* i hope *twiddles fingers*
ermz... haiz... wad else arh.. oh yeah. cancelled tuition... which is the onli reason why i can be writing now... haha...
actually blog is quite useles... boh liaoz... not relali a diary.... it's not relali private so you cant realli write EVERYTHING... haha.. get wad i mean? oh well nvm if you dun.
yupz... that's like IT... haha... noe i was so scared that garima was mad at me... haha... she seemed angry last nite... lucky she wasn't... oh well... slept at 12... dad yelling at me to stop... grace was worse her dad switched off the main switch... hahaa....
did you noe that evanescence - going under... go download... haha... or you can just look at the lyrics at the bottom ^^ kiez i think i gtg... cha-oz~ RACHELANG STOP MAKING FUN OF MY NAME IM PROUD OF IT

Sunday, July 27, 2003

09:44 p.m.

very very tired this time
i'm like dead beat..... haiz... who's the idiot lionel imposter arh. sheesh.
yupz... there's this new evanescence video... its kinda freaky but i like her hair and the lyrics are realli nice... i dunno.. it's on the right, the bottom.. the last one... yupz... oh well... trying to do so many things at one go...
yupz... din go to COGS today, went to Mt Carmel instead... so fun.....
yeah... went there... was like, go in
...............
everyone was like staring at me... and there was no elisa to shield me coz she was *rolls eyes* looking for her shoes. yupz... so its like... already feeling so extraded and when i go in like EVERYONE staring at me... so i just hurry out after answering rebecca's questions... haha... called elisa... or tried... its like i rushed out so fast i din even notice lionel was in the room also... din noe mahz... haha...
yupz...so had to sing with them all even tho i onli heard their song item like once before... lucky they have the words flashing at the back.. yupz... had to stay for one and a half services, then the second one during the scripture reading the adults were like mumbling and mumbling cant hear a word they're saying... so i started laughing... and since elisa had left i was sitting between shi ying and shana... shana was paying no attention to me her crazy senior but shi ying caught the giggles from me... and was laughing and laughing and couldn't stop... haha... mumble mumble... so now i'm calling her mumble... haha... mumble= shi ying... haha...
went to lionel's house to change... timothy was giving me the stupid "naughty" kinda look... sheesh... like we're gonna do anything weird liddat.. haiyoo... but the idiot sprayed his cologne on the back of my neck... haha.. it was gone after i bathed at home liaoz ^^ haha... still say cannot wash off... blehbber
yupz... haha... so found out it's custom for them to let visitors drink a cup of herbs tea... haha... wasn't so bad for me coz at home also have this to drink...
yeah and found out wad he meant about his sister being fun.. haha.. she's so funny... haha... just surprised at the age gap. oh well...playing with the stupid camera i dun like taking fotos... not fotogenic... bleh.... some people just won't listen... keep taking and taking and taking and the stupid camera just cannot delete one lorz... so dumb... oh well... haha..
then the other guys came over and durh rite samuel=noise
noise=samuel
haha... so... yeah...
then the games day was like super lame... walked from the church to jin tai sec (izzit? not sure spelling) yeah... only ball games like wad poisonball, captain's ball, netball... i figured out i'm not good at this kinda games... but it was fun making new friends... evelin, shi ying... haha...yeah then the captain's ball was playing against shi ying's group and she was looking for someone to pass it to so i was like "mumble!" and she fell for it and threw it to me... i wasn't even in her group... haha... she said she thought it was some kind of signal or sth... haha.. ohwe ll....
couldn't stay for the bbq coz dad was telling me go back... so hurried back... haha.. the gang (melissa+amanda+shu en+li en+hui juan+joshua+ian) were in b the music room 1 and when i came in melissa like screamed "hi rachel hi baby!" and im like mumbling hi... was really really tired... then they were like "why din you come for YE where were you?" and im like "i went to lionel's church..." and they were like "how can you do this to melissa ng you let her sing all by herself!" and im like "yeah like she can't" and they were all staring at me with the accusin eyes... haiz.... haha... oh well...
it was pouring by the time we went to great world with the li brothers... ate at the food court BEEF NOODLES ROCK!!! haha... oh well... im beef-deprived ever since the mad cow disease started.... there couldn't have been a stupider disease.... ate once or twice lahz... like... on the plane to china... that was so yummy kiez!!! pity it was so small... haiz.. oh yeah i went to beijing in december... SARS seemingly started in november so anyone wanna run can run now.and also... yeah, also in malaysia... quite recent... and that one was quite good too tho my favourite shall always be the airplane one... i dun understand why people say that airplane food sux i think it rox... yupz.... oh well... that's like ... it... for now... haha... hope nothing is wrong with this entry... chaoz then nitez
rachel

Saturday, July 26, 2003

03:13 p.m.

tired......
i just wanna SCCCREEEEEAAAAAAMMMMMMM!!!!!
nothing's helping.
shouldn't have come home so early... knew something bad would happen to bring me down again... gb always hypes me up, coz being around friends and stuff... blebber... yeah... in the mornign there was drill test... those whitley sec pple can go and die.... make us do everything over and over and over and over and over and over again and again and again and again and again.... doing the keblakang SO MANY TIMES just waiting for us to trip up.... *grrr* but i think i still can pass... hopefully :S haha... like the first part onli have five marks... means only five things, then i went and wrote about six.... *shrug* cancelled one out lahz...
still got all that work to finish....
waddamadderwidpeepeldesedays
blaaaaahhhhh
er.... i forgot wad i wanted to say... oh yeah... bagpipe... went hyper again... like the whole bunch of us laughing and laughing and laughing. whenever we stop something will happen to start us up again... so fun lorz... and finally learned "mairi's wedding" tho just the first part... i think alot of us thinking about quitting liaoz.... ling ting, julia, yanling... and audris they all already quit some time ago... yeah... it's like... not really worth continuing to waste time there when i cant even get a sound out of the stupid bag lorz... blebber... so we were saying mebbe we just save ms devi the trouble and let her kick us out or sth... dad'll rave but waddaheck.
wadda... i just went to my dahling mortal's blog and... waddaya noe... she's like voicing everything i'm thinking lorz... think it's got sth to do with us being angel and mortal? oh well... dunno wad's up with her... dunno wad's up with everyone....
*yells*
JUST SHUT THE HELL UP AND GET AWAY WILL YOU!!!!!
oh well.
does this have to do with being a teenager? coz if that's so i dun want to be a teenager anymore. it sux. big time. who agrees tag
<===== (".) *points*
actually kinda pissed supposed to be meeting hui juan they all for lizzie mcguire movie like now... but then... SOME stupid woman have to say that i have LOTS OF WORK to do and LOTS OF THINGS to STUDY... wah lau im getting so totally sick of hearing that word...
anyone noe how to play bass? supposed to learn from moses...
suddenly dun feel so hyped up about tmr liaoz.... everything's going wrong... mebbe i should just like... forget it and go do backup for melissa... dun feel that eager to go be with strangers nimore... not so hyped up about making new friends... friends that'll leave anyway... just like--- everyone else...
ungratefulfreaksofnature
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH harrypotter harrypotter harrypotter waddahell i'm no harrypotter I DUN HAVE MAGIC IF I DID YOU THINK I"LL STILL BE HERE????? xiang2 ge4 mei2 ah1!! i will not stick around here one second more than i have to. so am i
still waiting
for this world to stop hating
can't find a
good reason
can't find hope to believe in... - sum41:still waiting

this song rox.
oh yeah pple go download this song:
MEST - UNTIL I MET YOU rox kiez i tell you... haha.... and turn it loud... and listen... haha... i'm sure you'll have a ... surprise... mwahahhahaaa
harry potter my foot i'm turning into lord voldemort *sarcastic*
oh wait. i just remembered. there was one friend who doesn't like me being sarcastic to him... like... so dao lorz... dunno wad's his problem...
it was like... feeling cynical lahz so talking to my this friend online... gerald, if anyone noe him. then i was talking about running away, tt i'd probably run to my best friend dawn's house or sth. and he was like "dun talk liddat"... the usual. so i was like "oh yeah. forgot-- cannot tell you, after you'll tell my mom when i disappear." and the idiot was like "stop being sarcastic, i dun like it" and just went offline...
talk about dao
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr gtg for now
rachel LATER HASH(0x83a27c0)
Sirius Black: He stands out in a crowd, that's for sure! He's
been acclaimed for being wonderfully handsome
with long dark hair that made the girls swoon.
You must like the bad boys, because he and
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haha... so crappy... oh well... he's dead niwaez *ponders* oh here's another one..

You represent... apathy.
You represent... apathy. You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
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ok i guess i kinda cheated... the first one was for playfulness... i din feel too playful... i like garima's anger... it's cool... oh well... guess i'm just not in an angry mood *shrug* not yet....

Friday, July 25, 2003

09:49 p.m.

feeling so down... again....


Which HP Kid Are You?

some quiz... i dunno... that's wad they gave me... *dully*
everything's just so messed up... i dunno wad's happening... it's just going so fast...
in the morning just lying in bed finishing up the order of the phoenix... why did sirius have to diieeeee i hate bellatrix lestrange stupid traitor... oh well... valkoh calls it a boring book but i think it's quite interesting... coz there are stuff inside that shows the other side of some of the characters.... like snape... james... that kinda thing... shows you another part of them, so you can see them more clearly, from all angles... good work that.
mebbe next time i should just like wait for the whole series to finish and everyone to get over them before i like go and borrow the whole set and read them all at one go... so the story won't be broken up kinda... or mebbe better still buy them all... they'll be much cheaper by then... i hope~
yupz..... actually... yeah.. gotta admit... feeling kinda down...
it's that unwelcome feeling... unwanted... i dunno i suppose i'm just being pathetic... but you noe when pple start getting tired of you... don't want to talk to you anymore... and the thing is you can actually tell... they start making excuses not to talk to you or go away... or like they just leave you to tag along... it's realli... as if you're not wanted... like dust on the clothes you're wearing, it's irritating but you can't bother yourself to keep sweeping it off coz it's still gonna come back again anyway... that kinda feeling.
hate it
just dunno wad's happening.... everything going so fast... it's like... mm and dad just going on and on about studying to get into the thru train... and they keep trying to force in like they have a right ito barge into my personal life... especially when i don't want them in there... and then... i dunno... privacy invasion... kiez..
sigh....
nobody to listen to me... fine. i dun need you. wad good do you do....

Thursday, July 24, 2003

10:18 a.m.

in sch... geog again *bored look*
yupz yupz... now michelle wong's here... hahaa... she's letting us do our work now i think i prefer her liddat... and i dunno how to organise the poorfarmerrichfarmerofficer POV!!!! somebody SAAAAAAVE meeeeee.... haha... ooh smallville song. the starting sux. oh well
was playing volleyball just now... haha... first lesson... toi toi complaining that i hit the ball everywhere... and its true... but i tried!!! i dun think i'll ever be able to play volleyball... still remember the humiliation from last year's church camp *face reddens* but i was the only girl kiez!!! i mean yeah grace leong was there... but its not like i talk to her that much.. so hanged arnd with the li bros... yupz... quite fun noe. haha... but that time was so embarrassing... served, then it din even reach the bottom of the net, and then everyone was like, ke2 lian2 wo3 so was shouting "one more chance" and like... wah lau... happy but then they see me small *indignant* stupid balpreets getting in the way. she pushed me out.... GET OUT!!! oh yeah forgot to link her. ~
blebber webber.
balpreet just scared ruth. ruth said ah ----_____---- now they're talking about fencing...
I STILL HAVE PROBLEM WITH THE POVs
still trying to add pictures... DARN...
samuwai val is helping me with the POVs.. oh yeah sindhura was telling everyone that every 3.6 seconds a person dies of starvation... i think a few thousand pple have died... but then again i suppose every few seconds a new life is being born into the world yeah? so there's like two sides...
yeah did you noe that yesterday i had an entry so nicely typed out... and Aunty Edna was like screaming in the background for me to stop now and go to sleep and i was so in a rush that i just closed the window... and then was like "oh shit"... haha... oh well... that's me for you.
dunno wad's with dexter and his galenvasa. you want to compare i also can compare my nefharma to yours kiez. (",)
LATER
haiz. finally got in. actually just typed alot but something happened and the whole lot just closed, and i hadnt edited yet... haiz.... oh well... wad was i saying... yeah.. ruth got hyper... she was sitting next to me and then when i looked over there was this screensaver that said com lesson sux and then she was like "guess who did that?-- it. were. me ahahaha"
freaky. yeah?
hahahahaa then after that i caught her craziness, and then we were talking to hobing... freaked him out a little... but it wasnt till valerie came online and then he realli started to realise that we must've eaten something wrong... i told him it was the sugar worms taht ruth bought... she ate teh most so i think it's affecting her the most... haha.. she's normally quite quiet... hahaa... oh yeah... haha... after this is cheena gonna die supposed to be studying my cheng yu now.. haaha... oh well.. i think guo lao shi is like gonna kill me...
lotsa typing noises... very fast typing noises
the tchr's like screaming why's he screaming he's always screaming. its his nature. but he's quite nice~ hahaha noo i do not have sth for him im just stating a fact. yeah
im gonna try to upload the picture of yoshiki the harpy prince on... gotta save this first... WADDAHELL IS NAN HUA PRIMARY SCHOOL CREST DOING IN THE SCHOOL COMPUTER!!!!???? oh well.

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

01:43 p.m.

laadeedaadeedaa
michelle wong not here!!! haha... im so terrified of geog lessons kiez... all the work just pops out of no where.. and then i have to stand and await the sentence... now i noe wad a criminal feels like. sheesh. yupz... in sch.. haha... last nite i played with the blog till i messed the whole thing up... lucky i remembered wad i did... haha... blehbber... im like trying out lotsa stuff.. oh yeah.. qing qing just told priya to her face that she was an idiot.. oh man... haha.. got a good laugh out of it... so blunt... just like a little girl... hahaa.. yeha and borrowed harry potter fifth from sus i NOE im damn slow but i just couldn't get my hands on the book!!! and there were long queues... you noe??? bleh. supposed to be doing geog... but... *quivery lip* i dunno blebber. yupz. bleh.. yeah.. so i promised me dahling mortal that id give up my identity by the end of this week... haizz... it was so FUN haha... yeah... got a cranky keyboard *ouch just hit my head *rubz* oww... oh YEAHHH.. hahaa.... myang myang+toitoi finally got a name for moi... tyack tyack... so cool right!!! hahaha... wee hee... i dunno i got problem.. yeah.. that must be it... blabber... shall update mebbe later... when im at home or sth else has happened... yupzies...

Monday, July 21, 2003

09:28 p.m.

ohwaitaminute
realised im actually quite boh liaoz... haha.. finally figured out how to do the tagboard... so beginner, but oh well. *shrug* yupz... i think i opened too many windows, coz the computer keeps hanging... listening to dang ni now... realli trying to get the lyrics... but even emily doens't noe.. haiyoo.. haha... and i dunno wad i'm gonna do now.. lorz... haiyoo... archives also nv archive the rest so... oh well... haiyooo i also not very sure wad i wanted to say... oh yeah.. haha... made lionel accept it mwahahhahaaa see i only had one mistake for my ting xie so there... hahaa... oh manz i feel so poor now... *empty pockets* ohwaitaminute there's a chinese cheng yu for this... nang3kong4ru2xi2... haha... that means the pocket is very clean, like just washed liddat... also means broke lahz... ooh lao shi there see i DO pay attention in class... aha... oh yeah... have this short piano thingy that i just played myself... hhaa... its quite nice noe but its really short, dun want to overdo it... and i wanted to add pictures.. lets see... oliver james rox manz.. who din watch What A Girl Wants? *glares as if looks could kill* yupz... my mortal gotta a new bloggie... visit if you want... mwahhaaha... i feel so... euphoric.. dunno why... laughing and laughing and laughing... haha... yeah i think i better stop before my blog goes bust~ .::silverkiseki::. /marquees rock

Monday, July 21, 2003

05:02 p.m.

totally bored
got hold of dorothy during recess and she ran.. haha.. dorothy, din you noe that running is a sure sign of guilt? so she DID give joel my number... haha. stupid girl... oh well...
wither my fone got sth wrong or there's realli no one msging me.a.. haha... i wonder which... yeha...
have to do that stupid science essay... and have to study... haiz.... finally got the reproduction topic over and done with... bleh... almost retched... yeah... oh well...
bleh... hahaa.. yeah... was kinda wondering wad to get for lionel for his baptism on sunday... haha.. yeah... so was asking toi toi and myang myang... haha.. weird suggestions came up... like necklace... and stuff... so in the end went to far east with grace +ruth +sheralyn +lois to look for sth... sheralyn+lois went off to eat.. wad? rojak arh? haha... so the three of us went upstairs to look for the christian stores... haha.. got sth.. grace so sweet she offered to lend me money for the rest of the week :"S haha... no students price one haiyoo haha.. oh well.. it was quite nice... we were amusing ourselves with the cover... haha.. now the problem is to make lionel accept it.. just wun accept stuff one he... oh well true me too.. haha... yeah... any one noe how to make the thingy scroll? oh well.. i'll go fiddle more.. chaoz~ silver[kiseki]

Sunday, July 20, 2003

09:46 p.m.

weeheeheee~
haha.. talking on the fone now... same person.. haha.. oh well...
haha... lionel, you're supposed to tag kiez... yeah... today was... kinda alrite lahz... in the morning joel asked me whether got stead and i was thinking "er..."
listening to unchained melody... nice.... haha... did you noe ghost is a very nice show? go watch kiez? ^^
yeah... just put the fone down... the boys are watching last weeks smallville... some girl squealing like slaughtered pig liddat...
today huh... hahaa.... oh man so sick... a GIRL is in love with lana... eeee... so gross... she kissed her!!!!*shrieks* (rachel has no capacity for lesbianism)(AT ALL)
melissa and charissa got locked in by hui juan while they were making prank calls.. and they were like rushing toward the window and everything... haha... so weird... and while they were knocking at the doors me and hui juan were like buffing our nails... haha...
dad just scolded me for talking on the fone more than 15 mins... wad shit right... and like... i dunno wad's their problem manz. control freaks. and then he comes out and talks so NICELY to my brother kiez... wah lau... so biased... he'll be like yelling at me one second and the next, he's laughing with the brothers... unfair or wad... i dunno lahz.. i dunno anything anymore...
i realised that dawn is correct about lotsa stuff.. lots and lots.. like everything that i'm confused about or anything... anything taht i suspect, she knows for sure.. i dunno how come she's so clear about everything, but it sure helps to have a best friend like her.
yupz... so that's about it.. actually, i'm quite blur about wad's happening tmr... i'll probably end up bringing all my books and stuff.. haha.. oh well... im not realli sure... so... chaoz... yupz... still trying to figure out how to change the tagboard colours.. haha
.::rachel::.

Saturday, July 19, 2003

10:10 p.m.

like the fairies
hrmz.. haha... fiddled around with all the stuff... now the things are all archived i dunno wad to do about it... haha.. any one can help me?
fruits... hahaa... mango!!!! woohoo im gonna master html if its the last thing i do!!!!!!!!!!! but not right now i'm super tired
lionel's supposed to call but obviously he's not *rolls eyes*
yarh... erm... enrollment today.. was quite fun noe realli... haha... janged on the guitar... my poor guitar.. i think i shall name it, something like how shirley names all her cameras... er... xiao qiang, and then the other two i forgot liaoz. :P sorry shirley!! haha...
yeah... so looking for links and stuff and everything seems very weird on my blog... hope this comes out alrite..

yupz... visited toi toi and myang myang's blog, both of them seem "drained" haha... i dunno. comp i think...
yeah... that's like it...
<::racha::>

Posted by: Silver Kiseki

[SiLvEr KiSeKi] SoBaNi IrUyO
[silver miracle]imbyurside~

++Some Basic Info On Moi...++
Name: Rachel~~a.k.a. tyack tyack Age: im 14 and proud of it Likes/Dislikes: lots of stuff... if i do this you'll die reading
.::Some Extra Webbies::.
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Blog Skins
xDevilous/Angelic?x

~fave lyrics~
blessed union of souls:- so hold her closer when she cries/ and hold her closer when she feels she needs a hand to hold/ someone who'll never let her go again/ and hold him closer when he tries/ to hold the tears back from his eyes/ dont say goodbye/ dont say goodbye-:hold her closer

evanesance:- frozen inside/ without your touch/ without your love darling/ only you/ are the life among the dead-:bring me to life

emilia:- i have your arms around me/ oh like fire/ but when i open my eyes/ you're gone-:big big world

mest:- i cant do wrong i cant do right/ i feel so alone tonight/ i wish someone could fail/ and understand the way i think/ they got me on the brink/ of soul destruction/ i wish someone could fail-:opinions

simple plan:- im trying to forget that/ im addicted to you/ but i want it and i need it/ im addicted to you/ now its over/ cant forget wad you said/ and i never/ want to do this again/ heartbreaker/ heartbreaker-:addicted

christina aguilera:- i am beautiful/ no matter what they say/ words cant bring me down/ i am beautiful/ in every single way/ words cant bring me down/ so don't you bring me down today-:beautiful

mest:- completely/ overwhelming/ stories that you've heard/ when people tell you that/ don't trust him/ he's just pretending/ that he cares for you/ when if i did those stories would be true:-misunderstood

pink:- in our family portrait/ we look pretty happy/ let's play pretend act like it comes naturally/ i don't wanna have to split the holidays/ i don't want two addresses/ i don't want a stepbrother anyways/ and i don't want my mom to have to change her last name:-family portrait

evanescence:-im going under/ drwoning in you/ im falling forever/ i've got to break through/ so go on and scream/ scream at me i'm so far away/ i won't be broken again/ i've got to breathe/ i can't keep going under:-going under

good charlotte:- and if i make it through today/ will tomorrow be the same/ am i just running in place/ and if i stumble and i fall/ should i get up and carry on/ will it all just be the same/ coz im young and im hopeless/ im lost and i know this/ im going nowhere fast thats what they say/ im troublesom i've fallen/ i'm angry at my father/ its me against this world and i dun care/ i dont care:-the young and the hopeless

unknown:- i feel so alone tonight/ cuz i miss my baby/ i know that she's the one for me/ i know that she thinks the same about me/ i feel so alone tonight/ cuz i miss my baby/ her love i've been missin' for so long/ her lovin' keeps me movin' on:-missing my baby tonight

linkin park:- i've become so numb/ i can't feel you there/ become so tired/ so much more aware/ i'm becoming this/ all i want to do/ is be more like me and be less like you/ and i know/ i may end up failing too/ but i know/ that you were just like me with someone disappointed in you:-numb

simple plan:- coz we lost it all/ nothing lasts forever/ i'm sorry/ i can't be perfect/ now it's just too late/ and we can't go back/ i'm sorry/ i can't be perfect/ nothing's gonna change the things that you said/ nothing's gonna make this right again/ please don't turn your back i/ can't believe it's hard just to talk to you/ but you don't understandperfect

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